The other day I asked myself the question, in aid of writing something here, what is the scariest thing that ever happened to me. Upon reflection, I couldn't come up with much.
I thought of "funny" answers. Like, I was raised by my father, nothing has ever scared me like he did when I was a child. That's funny, not really funny. After my dad, muggers on the street don't do it. They only want to steal and perhaps kill. haha
I thought of giving birth four times. That's a lonely thing. People are trying to help, but its just you and God on that table really. But I expected to survive. Didn't really doubt it.
These days I have serious concern for the children I brought into the world and likewise, their children. But through hard reasoning, I finally arrived at the place where I understand that they are God's kids, they are just people in the same boat with the rest of humanity. It really can't be any other way.
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